16 November 2005
Give her a chance, she'll take you to dance.
"I've become just like a terrible mess
Searching the lines in my face for
Something more beautiful than is there"
My family life has always been one filled with drama. I have often compared it to a soap opera. Perhaps this is what makes me constantly assume that more is going on than meets the eye. I wonder what would happen if people were secretly in love with me, or if people found out i was secretly in love with them, or if someone died, or there was a fight, or whatever - but none of these things ever happen. It usually pans out to all be in my mind.
At the moment I am not depressed. I am not sad because no one loves me, and I am not especially down because of my living situation. I am feeling rather good, actually. I am good at my job, and I am getting better every day. I received a compliment from someone who is very important to me who I have not heard much good from in a while. I look quite pretty even though I have not brushed my hair in two days and I look like a lack of sleep has begun to devour my soul. I have been very productive outside of work, and I am considering the beginning of a plan to start my own little website.
All in all, life is good. I have friends and I have family and I have life. That is all that really matters, right?
Searching the lines in my face for
Something more beautiful than is there"
My family life has always been one filled with drama. I have often compared it to a soap opera. Perhaps this is what makes me constantly assume that more is going on than meets the eye. I wonder what would happen if people were secretly in love with me, or if people found out i was secretly in love with them, or if someone died, or there was a fight, or whatever - but none of these things ever happen. It usually pans out to all be in my mind.
At the moment I am not depressed. I am not sad because no one loves me, and I am not especially down because of my living situation. I am feeling rather good, actually. I am good at my job, and I am getting better every day. I received a compliment from someone who is very important to me who I have not heard much good from in a while. I look quite pretty even though I have not brushed my hair in two days and I look like a lack of sleep has begun to devour my soul. I have been very productive outside of work, and I am considering the beginning of a plan to start my own little website.
All in all, life is good. I have friends and I have family and I have life. That is all that really matters, right?
// posted by Liz @ 22:01 
